Why/How Could This Happen

Today I woke up at about 7am, not to early, and I walked into the kitchen. I went over to the trashcan, it's the type with the foot lever to open the lid, I pushed on the lever and opened the trashcan. I then proceeded to to pull my boxers down and urinate in the trashcan. What the fuck brain? I caught myself and stopped but then I had to take out the garbage and clean the trashcan.

But here's whats really weird, why did I pull my boxers down? I always go through the gate never over the fence. Deep down do I want to go over the fence like a special-ed kid/retard in a McDonalds? This brings me to one of my fears; What if I am Retarded and everyone I know is just humoring me?

Like a sick version of the Truman Show, everybody I come in contact with has been prompted on how to act around me. Think about how you really act around the mentally disabled, nobody really comes out and calls them retarded to their face. Either you act like they don't exist (this doesn't always work when they bombard you with facts about their friends dog) or you act super nice to them and pray to God you don't have re-res for children/neighbors. Could bosses, teachers and landlords be coerced by somebody, most likely my mother, into hiring, passing and renting to me respectively? Absolutely. In America today you can't throw a tomahawk without seven different people suing you, if you did something like say, (finger quotes) didn't hire a skilled retard applicant, than you can kiss your Dairy Queen franchise good bye. Whats really re-re is my use of the comma in this blog.

Lets Start With Something Creepy...

Whenever you scratch the surface of a larger topic it is always accompanied by a thrill of the unknown. About a year ago I got that thrill with Scientology-ology.

Scientology-ology is the study of Scientology and like any real science it has to be conducted with tools, in this case the Internet. For example;

This is Trementina Base a Scientology structure in North-East New Mexico, according to Wikipedia it stores copies of all of L. Ron Hubbard's writing engraved on stainless steel and all his films and recordings in titanium capsules. If you zoom in you can see the two interlocking circles.

This is the symbol for the Church of Spiritual Technology, a fairly tame branch of the Church except when you consider that the CST also hold the copyrights on the estate of L. Ron Hubbard and therefore has the power to sue over what it sees as copyright infringement but the rest of the Internet sees as fair game. Did I mention that CST is the only branch that can have top ranking officers that are not Scientologists? That's right their Lawyers, employed to makes sure that CST doesn't lose its tax exempt status.

Does this sound like baloney? The ranting of a loony ex-Scientologist? (not me, some guy) Here is the article http://www.holysmoke.org/cos/trementina-vault3.htm, I found it on the following blog http://scientology-facts.blogspot.com/ (can blogs cite blogs as a source?) Make way for the future!

http://maps.live.com/?v=2&sp=Point.pxk2p468jkbd_Trementina%20Base___&encType=1.